Meanderings

Today has been quite enlightening in a strange way. On the surface anyone watching will have thought I have been just playing today. But underneath I have been letting the thoughts and pictures come back. You see I lost my way with my spiritual path because of life happenings and having to deal with it. But its coming back slowly. An invite to a angel night, a day away with my matriarchal friends. An invite to a complimentary health day. A need to get back to nature and the earth. Practice my Reiki again. To remember who I am and why Im here. New people coming into my life and old friends who know the path. I look forward to seeing where it will lead me.

Yesterday I wrote about the disregard for human life. Today I a contemplating my own life. Having given up some things that werent working in my life I am waiting for new things to enter. New things are happening. An invite to a angel evening, making new friends. Though at the moment I am just happy to rest and see what happens. Saying that I value the friends I have. On Friday night I came home from work and went to get the dishes out of the cats kennel. I know a kennel but he likes it. When I got inside I realised there was blood on hs bowls. No sign of anything being wrong with him as he grumpily let me examine him. Next morning saw a large bird in there. Im a coward I know but had to get youngest grandson to come and get it. That was after I had promised him a large breakfast. That was that sorted.

I worry about him because he has been excluded from school. He goes to a scheme where they do English and Maths but they also do stuff like gardening and mechanical things. Yesterday was a opportunity to talk to him. He likes it better than school and says he is learning more which I suppose is a good thing. Mind it took a while to get stuff out of him. A typical 14 year old who has one word answers and would rather look at the young girls going by. Well I had better get off this chair and do some housework or shall I finish reading the papers. Oh what a choice.

Didnt get anything wrote yesterday. A long day at work, started at 7.30 till 8pm. For once even though we were busy the whole day it was quiter for a change. I would like to retire but like a million other people I need to pay my debts off first. Its funny how the body belies the mind. In my head Im about 20 my age is 56 and after a day at work my body feels like its a hundred. Never mind I have the weekend off. Get some boring housework done and chill. I was sad last night to read about the man in Newcastle who killed his baby son. Not sad for him but for the baby. Whats happening in this country when people who should have been involved with the family dont communicate with each other. Part of it I know is short staffed not enough of this or that huge case loads. Its no excuse though when a child is involved. What I would like to know is where is all this contempt for human life coming from? Where has resposibility gone?

Just read in the local paper here that the local football ground is to close. This has been on the cards for years but now its going to happen. Its cos the council want to develop on that land and its a shame cos the club has been there for nearly 100 years. The council say that they are looking for a new ground. Im puzzled cos a new building was put up and there is a football pitch there. Never mind the council does what it likes anyway. This is my first attempt at a blog so here goes.